Aidil
Sunday, December 20, 2009; Best show


THIS THE BEST SHOW EVER IN MY LIFE.
THANKS EVERYONE FOR BEING THERE FOR ME.
I LOVE YOU GUYS.
THANKS.

Tuesday, December 15, 2009; The debts that i have to settle.
People said i am sarcastic.
but all i want was to be humble.
people think that I'm egoistic.
All i want is to be proud of what i have in hand.
I ponder with things i have in mind now.
I wish i could let it go.
but my hands aren't writing words
and building sentences like it used to.
My mind not working, but why do i breathe so hard.
I wish i could talk to my friends.
but i don't think have one.
As for my band.
I guess they are pretty much pissed at me.
For letting them in this,
and they are holding a huge debt.
where would i ever hide my face.
I can't face reality.
I have nothing,
I just a faceless name.

"will my words ever be heard? will i leave a mark
at all?
will i touch anyone at all today?"
- The End Of Era by Archway.

Saturday, December 12, 2009; Anti-Adieu

I'm so caught up in yesterday
I run out of things to say
The only thing that I can't see
Is life without you here with me
I hope you'll call me on the phone
Cause I don't want to be alone
Somehow you Make this all ok
And all my problems go away.
- Eleventyseven

; Here's for you
I've notice a change in you.
Your egoistic, your arrogance.
Your sarcastic words toward me.
well, i pretty much dislike it.
Yes, it's true that is your own personality.
but please don't be proud of yourself.
And I will pray that some day, you will feel what i felt.
being tied down to the ground feeling useless.
Here's a thing for you,
FUCK YOU.

Dilly
I'm Aidil.
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